Lurking-Spyder

Tyler Durden

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Question to The World by Lurking-Spyder, literature

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Question to The World

What does death smell like? To you, to me? What does life taste like? A revolution of evolution A new dimension of senses Blinded by a crashing plane Decaying, defiling What is yours and mine Kudos are what the world is looking for And the priest is a lie He always wanted to score Negativity is multiplied, There's a secret dying in her eyes You reminded me of paradise And it's all too mocking for me Where does the water go? The single organism life came from? Who holds the key to the broken fountain? And what makes the little boy become a man? Where is evolution? It's here, inside my hand Where's your

The Legend - Part 1 by Lurking-Spyder, literature

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The Legend - Part 1

"Wake up young apprentice," a voice spoke into the silence. The darkness seemed to swallow the words, not even echoing off the stone walls of the small room in the temple. "Wake up," it spoke again, rising in pitch slightly. A sleeping figure stirred in the plain bed, noticable only by the pale moonlight flooding through the open window. Bolting upright, the young figure quickly glanced around the room. Sweating slightly and breathing rather heavily, his eyes focused on the figure across the room. His long black hair fell across his face and onto his bronze shoulders, hiding his black eyes partially from view. As his eyes settled on the f

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The Shadow of a Thought by Lurking-Spyder, literature

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The Shadow of a Thought

A shadow of a thought is better than nothing at all . . . life is one big puzzle, but for who to figure out? I wonder if it would matter if I truly helped or cared . . . I dount it. A dark angel with artificial intelligence is doomed to a fate of fixing others lives and problems, his own withering away into a pit of loathing self hatred for mistakes that cannot be changed . . . Too many lives fucked up, too much hurt and anger caused. The bad energy pulls down like gravities sweet sacrifice to the earth. Take away one factor, and everything becomes rampant chaos. Or is chaos in and of itself the answer to the balance which currently exists?

A whisper of silence by Lurking-Spyder, literature

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A whisper of silence

" A whisper of silence is louder than the roar of an angry night What the hell does life want with me these days? I wish I was able to figure that out. It seems the happier I get, the more fucked up shit gets. I find something that makes me happy at last, and suddenly everything close goes to hell all over again. Debted to a world that cares not who I am. Fucking christ! Life seems like it's not worth living sometimes The monotonous day to day just isn't worth fighting to breath for . . . I wish I could actually be happy for once. To just have everything fall into place with complications. But that won't ever happen, not for me at least. Ha

I'll be there by Lurking-Spyder, literature

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I'll be there

I'm afraid of being here The time has come, to wipe away the tears And now I live the fear That's been with me, throughout the fucking years It's time to take the pain I won't make all those damn mistakes again It's time to take the fall It's time to take the blame, I need to fall On you, Fall into your arms, Carry me through, Hold me up, don't let me fall And I will save you I want to wake up And realize enough Is what's been here Staring at me coldly all along I want to see you And all that you see through It's a shame when I think of How I've hurt you, and it's time to Fall into you Fall into your arms Hold me up, ca

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About Lurking-Spyder

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: In my lovely black hole
Favourite genre of music: self explanatory
Favourite photographer: Anyone who takes pictures of me
Favourite style of art: warped and distorted
Operating System: anyone who lets me cut them
Shell of choice: my skull
Wallpaper of choice: your guts making macrome on my walls
Skin of choice: the skin from your face, covering mine like a mask
Favourite cartoon character: ReapeR
Personal Quote: "You say envy the country with heroes, I say pity the country that needs them"

Favourite Visual Artist

myself, I am selfish

Favourite Movies

Identity, The Faculty, Formula 51

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Manson, Icubus, NIN, COS, Godsmack, Torch

Favourite Writers

God

Favourite Games

Fuck you, I win them all

Favourite Gaming Platform

On your pathetic head

Tools of the Trade

A pair of hands and feet, a knife, and darkness

Other Interests

Writing novels, getting tattoos, playing my pretty black bass, killing worthless people, piercing

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Lurking-Spyder

Nov 15, 2005

Well, the week begins

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 Yeah, Sunday was alright, worked in the morning and then headed to St. Louis to meet a friend and check out a concert. Concert was good, met some new folks and then headed back to IL for some time to kick it and eat, then we went to Kandy's for band practice. Practice went well, and we got some good reviews from the people watchin us . . . But yeah, i work every day this week, 5 out of the 7 I work at both of them, but at least I'm back in Belleville as of next week. Thank god for that, gas was just gettin too damn expensive. Anywho, it's off to bed, gotta work at 11 tomorrow.

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Lurking-Spyder

Nov 8, 2005

Here we go again . .

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 . . I'm just going to spout for awhile, cuz I am upset for no apparant reason. I have decided that I really dislike being alive. It seems that I would be of more used to people if I just wasn't here. I know that sounds cliche, but I find it to be remotely, and sadly true. What use am I to the world? What overall purpose does my life serve? I work two fast food jobs, I am society's bitch pretty much. I don't even have a high school education and the chances of me getting the time to go to college in-between the jobs that I have to work to pay the bills are slim to none. Any money that I might try to save, gets pulled out of that, and pu

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Lurking-Spyder

Nov 5, 2005

Long, long way from home . .

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 blah! sometimes I think that I am a damn machine, a work machine. The last three days have been nothing but work. I opened Captain D's and closed Pizza World, then today I worked Pizza World in the morning, and closed Captain D's, and then tomorrow I open Captain D's and close Pizza World. ArgH! Yeah, I'm fixin to take on a third job as well, gonna be startin workin night shift at the Edwardsville McDonalds. I'll be working there three to four nights a week as well. With no girlfriend and nothing else to do with my time, what else to do besides make money and save up some? I figure I can work myself to death for awhile, it can't hurt, wha

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ThisTaintdSmile

Nov 24, 2014

275 weeks ago was your last visit but just dropping by to say hello! Hope all is well!

ViscountDevil

Oct 31, 2011

You are so beautiful <3

Valadix

Aug 7, 2011

Hi. I was just passing through, when you're devious info caught my eye. I'm curious: you say your favourite poet/writer is God...what's the thinking behind that?

taz29fw

Jun 30, 2009

hi i wanted to say u have a great collection.. u have awesome drawings....wow..u are amazing

mkeppel

Mar 7, 2009

you are a great model [link]

You're a great model

You'd make a groovy painting. Namaste man